first things first.. a BIG thank you for those who attended my bdae bbq party yest.. not 4getting the Nicey prezzies! *hugs* i love all of you.. =)

i'm so tired today. reached home at 1am cos my dad fetched yiming n amanda home.. *yawns*

i'm bored. listening to te cd that yiming n amanda burned for me.. it's so nice.. =)

haven't finished homework yet.. haa.. shall do ltr.. tmr got zuo wen ce yan.. sighz.. sianz..

i'm thinking of moving to blogger, but blogger always got problem.. how?? sighz..

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Insomnia - the problem that i'm facing these few nights.

I'm feeling the stress.. Everything.. all the workload tt i'll be facing soon.. [thou there's not that much at the moment yet] Pressure.. My parents nagging.. etc.

I was on the phone last night when my father walked past my room and demanded me to hang up.. i mean i've been using the phone at night since last year and he hasen't really said anything until last night.. wtf manz.. i was lyk so pissed with him..

found out today that there's no Social Studies CA on Sat.. however, the history CA is still on.. sighz..

school today was boring.. first was chinese.. sat there and listen to cher talk.. first time felt so relax during chinese class.. then got to do compo.. coz the rest of the klaz did yest liaoz.. haix..

after chinese was chem.. i juz suck at practicals can't even hear the pop sound to test for hydrogen.. sighz.. but anyway, i didn't get to finish the whole thing.. sighz.. today juz suck..

emaths was.. haha.. i don't think i need to explain.. Miz Lee SN.. u all can guess.. yar.. funny.. everyone was laughing at her during lesson..

well, physics was boring.. but i didn't even bother to listen to his crap.. haha.. wadeva~ gtg.. finish history..

till then~

i haven't been sleeping well since school started.. you guys will not believe what i'm going to say next..

I dreamt of Adela Chee.. =X and she was lyk persuading amelia and i not to drop hcl.. i think this is the 2nd time dreaming of her already.. oh sheesh~

wad a dream.. (don't feel lyk gg to sch tmr..)

Darn.. juz heard from azlyn that there's gonna be a spotcheck on Monday.. Maybe i shld juz sew my belt back.. but i'm too lazy to do that and i don't know how to sew.. arghz..

i hate the school.. i think that they're too bo liaoz.. give us forms for us to fill in our personal particulars and say that they are trying to know us better.. wtf manz.. they're juz being busybodies.. i'm going to Junction 8 now.. tata~

okay. now what.. is it History CA next sat or Social studies or both?? sheesh~

i'm feeling kinda stressed now.. the though of all the coming CAs just make me fee sick.. can't wait to get out of the school..

sighz.. i hope i don't fall asleep in class.. realised tt Lopez is teaching us English and Social Studies.. *boring* =X

my mum's nagging again.. telling me 2 limit myself.. bull****.. always nag.. wonder when will she eva stop.. sighz.. she gives me freedom, but when she's angry, she'll take it away.. and then start to compare me with other ppl who do well in school and start to sae that i didn't put in enough effort, handphone bills getting high, eveyday sms and get distracted easily blah blah blah.. never-ending list..

1st day of school.. wasen't really looking forward to this day.. i want my holidays back.. ='( i have to admit that i'm still clinging on to year 2003.. for some reason or another.. but i guess it's time to move on..

anyway, i thought that today was so lame.. had to attend the talks.. as if we're new to the school.. made us sit in the hall for 2 hrs..

I have to add that the timetable sux. i wonder who was the one who came up with this idea of having 55 min per period.. must be that Loke.. Grrr..

i'm glad tt my FM is Mrs Khoo.. and co-FM is Mdm Hassan (thou i would like someone else lyk miss yong).. oh well, i'm glad that my class didn't get M.Loy and T.Y again.. lol..

Mdm Hassan told us abt this girl who was only offered ITE when she got back her O lvl results.. that kinda 'zap' me back into reality and i have to pull up my socks.. i don't wish to land in the same situation as her.. it's Scary..

Happy 2004 to everyone!!

It's the new year and i'm feeling very sian. Well, i guess it's becos school starts tmr.. I don't understand the stupid education system.. Why can't they just let us off tmr.. anyway it's a Friday and it's counted as week 0.. ridiculous.. yeah.. there's such things in singapore as week 0.. *rolls eyes* As a matter of fact, it's only 1 day and that doesn't make much difference at all! wAdEvA~ i'm not gg to spoil my mood becos of this..

went out yesterday.. shall not mention so much here.. cos i know a 'certain' someone reads my diary.. went to my grandma hse for steamboat-a treat from my uncle.. came home 45 min b4 12 midnight to watch the countdown on chn 5.

This year's gonna be a vry stressful year.. with the Os coming up and the release of the chinese exam i took last year. i'm so worried.. i'm worried that i'm unable to cope with all the upcoming events that are planned by the stupid school-what else but CAs every week.. i wonder who's going to be our form teacher..

I see that everyone has made New Year Resolutions.. Sad to say, i haven't.. =X cos i don't stick to them..

sighz.. hmm.. must not sigh too much.. it's the start of the New Year today!! Last day to enjoy myself.. I shall slack and watch scary movie 3(pirated vcd) ltr.. =D

till then..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

haven't been updating for quite some time. Have been busy packing my stuffs into my rooom. I can finally study in my own room! haha.. actually tt's not really my room.. it's just my grandma's room if she comes to stay with my family. yepz.. my dad bought 2 study tables. 1 for my sis n the other for me.. =) had to move everything from downstairs to ustairs. including the old cupboard to store the textbooks.. took a total of 3 days to finish packing.. but it's finally done..

i'm so in love with my new table.. lol.. it's 3 days to 2004!!

Flashback..

Year 2003 has been an 'emotional rollercoaster' for me.. Lots of things happened, both good and bad.

Results all not up to expectations.. sigh. well, tt's over.. shant cry over split milk..

I think this year is the most stressful year.. experienced the good times and the very bad times too.. and to those friends who were there to listen to my problems, thank you so much... *hugs*

well, i hope for the best to come next year!

first things first.. merry christmas to all out there! well, i juz woke up 1 hr ago.. hehe.. reason: i slept at 2am. this year no gifts.. =( sad..

My mum's company had annual dinner last night at Mandrin Ballroom.. The vip was Mr Wong Kang Seng (sp?) Dinner was served promptly after the arrival of the VIP. The host organised games which got most ppl to participate. The food wasen't too bad.. but the irritating part was that the waiter had nothing to do, so they kept coming to my table and pour more coke, even thou the glass was 3/4 full. There was this particular game where the host ask the ladies who were nicely dressed to get up on stage. My sis pulled me up.. so.. reluctantly, i went up stage with her.. it was so maluating coz the both of us were the youngest on stage. Each of us was given a country to represent. I was given Germany and my sis got Thailand and we had to parade one by one. =X it was damn scary.. esp infront of the vip and so many strangers.. My legs couldn't stop wobbling.. freaky~ The winner walked away with 1 week stay at Mandrin.. Nah, i didn't win.. Neither did my sis..

Yepz.. then disco music was played and the dance floor was available to anyone who wanted to party.. my sis n i went up and we juz enjoyed ourselves there.. (thou we didn't know how to dance. ai yar.. but who cares.. juz shake with the beat of the music can liaoz.. lol) The atmosphere there was wonderful.. with all the disco lights.. juz lyk being in a pub.. =D

Not forgetting the part which everyone waited patiently for: Lucky Draw .

My family won a 2 days 1 night stay at Bintan Lagoon Resort! haha.. =]

the party ended at 1am. reached home at 1.30am.. the streets in orchard were still filled with ppl despite the late hour..

the party cum dinner was fun.. missed it..

anyway, once again, merry christmas and a happy new year!

ps: thanks to azlyn and hami for your christmas cards.. =) *hugs*

oh wow great~ now Geraldine and i have absolutely no idea what topic our group is supposed to do for geog project. Is it International seasonal migration or Internal seasonal migration.. I tried calling Sharon just now. Ended up talking to her mum, and then she started asking me why i wasen't in school and Sharon had to go.. Oh well, it must be some prefects stuffs: Sec 1 posting today..

Kasthuree and i were supposed to go to Geraldine's house, but plan cancelled.. We decided to do online instead.

Found the history homework in my file. 1 SEQ and 3 SBQ. Not too bad, but 1 SEQ is enough to kill me. =(

I can't wait to start the new year, but hesitant as well. Next year will be a very busy year. *sigh* I don't feel like going back to school as well. The thought of having lessons gives me a headache.

till then.. cya..

so many things have happened over the past few days. I have decided to use proper english on my diary from now onwards. Besides, singlish is getting me nowhere..

i'm back from the bbq which was on Friday. Travelled to east coast w a certain someone yesterday afternoon to book bbq pit and we ended up drench walking all the way back from east coast to Parkway Parade.. Lost our way, but finally managed to get back.. though being drenched wasen't a very nice feeling, but it was kind of romantic.. The rain made our relationship closer.. lol. =P

Maths assignment almost done, except for some difficult qns. I haven't exactly touched history yet. I was supposed to read through the text last week, but i procrastinated. *oops* I need to start on history soon or it will be too late.. *Prays that history CA will not be first few weeks of school*

Actually i was not supposed to come online. =X I'm bored..

I'm supposed to do geog project with geraldine and kasthuree tomorrow at geraldine's house, but i can't seem to get through her.. *sighs* i don't feel like doing any work. Enjoy to the fullest this holiday first, cos the chance will never come until the day after the Os.. sad..

i've been online since 1.. =X ** came.. left liaoz.. =( haix.. so sian.. gg for bbq tmr!! and watching love me if you dare with yiming, amanda and xiao tian jie.. =) so happy.. i hope my mum gives me more $$ tm.. yiming, amanda, kal and shi yun are gg to stay overnite at east coast. too bad my mum doesn't allow that.. =( so sad rite? haix.

amanda recommended me this. it's so nice.. go check it out!

*yawn* i'm tired.. swept n mop the floor, both upstairs and downstairs.. washed the toilet upstairs.. cleared the plants at the balcony.. killed ants and lizards.. =X interesting dae indeed.. didn't even touch hmwk.. and i wonder when is my grp gonna do our geog project.. =X it's 2 weeks till school reopen. fast sia..='(

should i go for the bbq on d 19th? don't feel lyk gg lehz.. but i guess it would be fun.. w the guys as well.. but feel kinda sian and no $$ if we need 2 pay.. oh yar, gg to watch Love me if you dare with yiming, amanda and xiaotian on fri b4 the bbq, if i'm gg.. it's nc 16.. dono if we could sneak into the cinema without showing our ic..

gg baq to school tmr juz to return the scores 2 miz yeo.. arghz. waste my time..

i've changed my template again.. coz i had so much trouble with the other one.. =X aniwae, my mum's coming baq liaoz.. haix.. i'm tired...

okay.. the archives still doesn't work.. sis left for genting this morning.. i'm so peaceful now.. =) went 2 orchard with yiming and her mum.. she bot a bikini. i love the colour!! it's so nice.. then went to meet ** =P saw his friends there.. coz he was doing cip.. yepz..

aniwae, charisguy called me this afternoon and clarified things. i'm glad it's over.. he's forgiven... but i still feel abit angry thou..

i'm supposed to watch survivor with my mum now.. but i guess i'll just give it a miss.. hmmm.. lotsa things happened, but i don't wish to type everything down. y? coz i'm juz plain LAZY.. =/

okay.. i seriously need help for the archives.. i don't know how to set it working.. will someone help me?? thanks.. yesterday was the concert... yeah.. went to school in the morning as usual... practiced at TCHS.. then went baq to school and then to Singapore Conference Hall.. it was tiring. VERY tiring.. concert was okay, though i screwed up some pieces.. =( oh well, it's over.. The encore piece was done laz min.. abt 1 n a half hour b4 the concert.. =X

took pics after the concert.. everyone squeeze into one pic..then.. coz my parents came 4 d concert, they were supposed to fetched me home.. but jun xin asked if we wanna go out as a section.. with the guys.. so i agreed.. but i hafta pass my stuffs to my parents first..

i went out of the building.. to meet my parents.. then to my horror, i ended up loosing my wae.. couldn't find my wae baq to the room.. and i was so worried.. finally, i opened one of the doors and found my wae baq.. thank god.. *phew* but by the time i went baq, my section had already taken the group photo.. and that SUX.. coz i didn't get to take it.. arghz..

went out as a section after that.. was supposed to go star bucks.. but there wasen't any nearby.. so we wanted to take a bus all the wae to orchard.. waited for the bus for abt 15 min... and it turned out tt the laz bus left around 4 hours ago!!! sheesh~ ended up taking the MRT all the way to Orchard.. went to Shaw House.. sat at the mac there.. opp Tangs.. sat there and talk lorz.. yepz.. until abt 1.30am. then we went home.. dad fetched me.. reached home at 2am..

i'm lyk so tired now.. very very tired haix.. shall sleep early tonight.. gg for dental appointment soon.. haix.. *sian*

gg to the botanical gardens to watch concert.. yay.. =) can't wait. =P

went to the chinese high for ensemble combine practice.. the place is HUGE i'm serious.. i think our school is only 1/4 of theirs.. =X i'm too lazy to type all the detailed stuffs, so i shall juz summarize everything..

went to school at 7.30am. bus left tkgs at 7.50am.. around there la.. had this 'mini' tour around their school by the guys.. walked here and there.. nv ending walk.. 2 bad.. who ask them to build the school so big. but it was nice.. coz all the facilities were there.. then halfway thru the 'mini' tour, we ( the viola section) saw dawn, evelyn n xuemin.. as we walked closer to the 3 of them, xuemin tried to get the guys' attention.. but i think she failed. muahahaha.. despo.. she suddenly said,'hi jun xin' in that squeaky high voice.. *turns away to puke* it was so obv that she was trying to get their attention.. *shakes head* heard alot of stories from the guys abt the rumours of the school n such.. interesting.. =)

the first half of the day, we did the Suk piece.. Sat with Yiming n we were struggling through the entire piece.. the good news is that i don't think the conductor bothers about the bowings.. our bowings were all in a mess.. i had to look infront and change mine consistantly.. Oh yes, and abt tt conductor.. He doesn't look approachable at all.. i think Mr Lee still nicer.. haha.. coz he always talk alot.. tt Mr Goh is so.. arghz.. dono how to describe.. he 'flies' out of his seat while conducting.. oh wadeva~ i juz wanna get through the Suk piece.. we played that stupid piece until lunch time- 12pm.. went to the canteen to have our lunch.. ate the chinese stall.. quite okay larz. coz at least they got stalls open.. i don't think our school stall vendors will even bother to go back to school during the holidays juz to provide the students who are gg back some food.. yepz..

after lunch, miz yeo asked us to sing a birthdae song for Sebestian (sp?) if i'm not wrong, he's Mr Lee's son.. tt explains y we needed to sing for him.. *right* juz to give Mr Lee a good impression.. haix.. wadeva~ and it turned out to be 3 ppl's birthdae today!! lol.. Diana, Sebestian n Ivan..Happy birthdae to the 3 of them! =D

we did the brandenburg concerto.. i'm in 2nd viola!!! *grins* yepz.. playing with jun xin n amanda.. i only enjoyed playing that piece.. =X yar.. then eh.. they played the double concerto by Bach i think.. but yiming, amanda n i were not involved in that piece, so miz yeo ordered us to go to their sectionals room to practice that piece.. we were led there by this tchs guy.. (obv rite.. or we'll definitely get lost) yeah.. went there.. and slack..haha.. didn't even play anithing.. oops.. haha.. =P we had a Looooonnnnggggg chat.. =) then amanda, yiming, li ying(i hope i din't remember her name wrongly =/) n diab yang played bluff n dai dee.. i juz sat there n stone.. almoz fell asleep.. so tired..

yar. then miz yeo n mrs chan went to the 'sectionals room' and asked us to go back.. then they hid their cards and we immediately took our violas n pretended that we were practicing.. tt scene was hilarious.. yar.

when we were abt to be dismissed out of the room, shi yun asked us to sort out who's playing what in the concert.. i didn't want to play the fantasia piece, so i asked if yan shan could play it instead.. then jun xin sae she dun wanna play coz she's going for chalet tonight and she won't be practicing.. yeah.. so we tried to sort things out and then we heard some noises.. Apparently, shi yun suffered from Hyper Ventillation.. poor girl.. i feel sad.. miz yeo and the rest tried to calm her down so that she could breathe normally again, but nothing worked. so the ambulance came.. and sent her to the hospital.. yar.. haix.. her parents not in singapore.. mrs chan accompanied her to the hospital.. i pity her manz.. haix..

yar. then.. went baq to school.. everyone all packed in one bus.. took a train home with jasmine.. reached home at 6.40pm.. ate dinner then bathe.. and now online.. this is not a summarised entry after all.. haha.. but still not as detailed as amanda's.. can't believe tt i'm gg baq to tchs tmr again.. =( *prays that shi yun will be fine*

went for string yesterdae.. from 9 to 1.. but amanda n i zao after the Suk piece. yepz.. melissa's bdae yesterdae.. so melissa, amanda, keri, vanessa n i went to seoul gardens at bugis.. ate lunch there.. the food was wonderful.. haha.. =) then amanda n i walked around bugis.. yepz.. we were each finding for sumting.. amanda's blog will elaborate everything. haha.. i wanted to get sumting.. *shan't sae* =P but kinda weird.. so in the end, i didn't buy aniting..

my mum said that maybe my sis won't be free on d dae of the string e concert.. yay. haha.. i'm so happy.. n she's gg away to genting for her choir trip from the 15th to the 19th.. n that spells F.R.E.E.D.O.M for me!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~ *i'm gg crazy*

hmmm.. my birthdae is cuming.. tot of having a bbq on the 10th at east coast.. yepz.. =)

yesterday's bbq was fantastic minus the part where the weather was bad.. it rained the whole afternoon yest.. took a taxi down to East Coast.. $9.30 ex sia.. no choice.. don't know how to get there mahz.. =X reached there quite earli.. abt 5.15pm.. onli zhuhan n her sis were there.. tried to start the fire but failed coz raining. then i had to open my umbrella and cover the fire.. haha.. innovative sia.. bud i felt so spastic.. i think we were quite pathetic.. onli had matches n fire starter.. no lighter at all. so it took us quite some time a very long time to get the fire started.. onli 8 ppl came.. Me, Zhuhan, Beaver, Sonia, Chiam, Steph, Ying n Prawn.. the fire did start in the end and we started cooking.. yepz.. the fishballs tasted gr8! not forgetting the butter corns.. haha. *yummy* of coz there were other food there as well.. chicken!!! (okay. enuff of the food part.. i'm starting 2 drool..) then we played with sparklers (sp?) climbed the breakwaters with Zhuhan n prawn. haha.. so fun. but scary.. coz it was very dark, and quite a no. of holes on the rocks. haa.. zhuhan said that the holes means that cockroaches are present.. but wadeva.. we still climbed up.. it was a nice experience.. =)

well, on the whole, i really enjoyed myself.. and sighz.. don't know when will be the next time i'll get to see beaver again.. haix.

aniwae, i'm gg for bbq ltr again. this time is not at east coast but my uncle's condo.. =) gg there to play badminton as well.. *screams for joy*

bleah.. i haven't touched hmwk yet.. neither have i started studying. not in the mood!!! and that Shujing's already started studying!!! what the... *faints*

k.. gtg soon... till then.. tata~

i'm pissed now.. had string this morning.. went to school with jasmine..

today onli 3 seniors + me turned in my section.. amanda n yiming didn't come.. =( left me alone.. *Sobs* yar.. played the Mozart 2nd movement n Waltzer piece.. then Mr Lee wanted to do the Suk n Fantasia.. but i'll have to play with my senior n i dun wan.. coz it's intimidating. n besides, i was sooooooooo bored there.. so i Zao. haha.. left her alone to play the piece all by herself.. sounds pathetic huh.. nvm.. aniwae, she's so good.. should be able to handle the whole piece by herself.. =P heh.. i reached home at 12.15!! haha..

the next thing... jasmine said that those ppl who dropped hcl muz take cl next year.. ="( don't know if her information is reliable anot.. have to check with a.chee on wed with amelia.. i seriously don't want to take cl.. i hate Mother Tongue!!! i mean wad's the use of taking cl again when i have already taken O lvl MT exam??!!?? i wld rather spend my time more constructively on the other subjects. haix.. i'm so confused now.. someone help me..

eeks. i juz heard the thunder.. it's gonna pour soon.. shit.. then how am i supposed to go for the bbq?? *prays that east coast not raining* (quite impossible larz.. coz it's gonna rain very heavily here) how??????????

++miz u++

heh. realised that i haven't been updating for quite some time.

read the newspapers today!! the Hm section.. Melody's on the newspaper!! haha.. do our string ensemble proud.. =)

juz came back from school abt 1 hr ago for string. the concert's on the 10th of Dec.. so erm.. to those who wants to go for the concert.. plz let me know asap. .msg me or sumting.. thx..

Details:concert with chinese high string e (tkgs string e as the guest player)

Date: 10th of December 2003

Time: moz probably in the evening to night 7pm ++

Venu: Singapore Conference Hall

Tix: $6, $8, $10

alright. i'm finally back in singapore after 5 days of intense shopping. managed to get some clothes that i wanted.. actually nothing much to update.. coz everyday was spent shopping..

juz came back from school... had string.. haix.. so sian. saw an injured bird on the 3rd level. it probably flew and banged against the window of the schubert room.. tried to look for Mr Peh. but he wasen't there. =( ended up leaving the bird alone.. the whole place was quite bloody. abit disgusting.. but the poor bird.. it couldn't flap its wings.. all it could do was juz hop around.. haix..

my mum's nagging at me now. these few days.. dono wad's wrong with her.. always nag and nag.. so irritating..

i don't think i'm going to do anything.. i'm juz gonna slack until dec. haha.. then next year start to pia.. =X

manz.. so fast.. i'm flying off in 9 hrs time.. woohoo~ finally. can leave singapore for 5 daes.. will be baq on the 19th.. will be doing lotsa shopping there and hopefully bring baq lots of cool suffs. =]

will miz u peeps..

went out with beaver, azlyn n nadia the whole dae today.. went shopping! thou i didn't buy anithing.. (broke =/) haix. azlyn bot a Roxy bag for school next year which is pink in colour.. beaver bot alot of nice stuffs too.. =)

i'm currently feeling very sian now. juz scanned the pix.. gg to upload them soon.. tmr got string. haix.

tmr's the laz dae of extended studies! haha.. so happy.. beaver's cuming back tmr!!! =D

went to j8 with geraldine.. ate mac.. then walked around.. saw channel U doing some filming there.. yupx..

haix.. tmr got physics.. haven't done the graph yet.. can't b bothered.. today's chem spa was horrible.. haix.. don't wish to type out the whole thing here.. i'm tired.. real tired.. my throat feels sore again.. =X